sometimes i leave my music player on and just turn off my speakers when im not at the computer
you idiot

it makes a good story, stakes and redemption.
for giving me more, than i care to admit.
these are my actions, though i try to forget them.
&though im forgiven, i will never forget.

cant
think
of
any-
thing
else
thankyou
for the cataracts

Labels: blue, fuzzy, you

then you kiss my cheek, my knees get weak
my heart just skipped a beat, so i just froze
your friendship means the most to me

3u is tomorrow and im far from prepared
so incredibly far
=(

i <3 N.E.R.D.!

cant sleep and im not even thinking about maths =\

soo. yesterday went uts library again
not as productive as i wanted it to be
did a 2unit paper under "exam conditions" LOL sorta

after library went on an adventure for alcohol and fish balls from y2k =X
hehe lets hope we dont regret doing that while we're sitting in the exam hall tmrw =[

(｡◕‿◕｡) || 4th Nov.. says (12:37 AM):
2UNIT BAND 6 IT
(｡◕‿◕｡) || 4th Nov.. says (12:37 AM):
let's goo
ㅡbooey ♥maths says (12:37 AM):
eh. high doubts
(｡◕‿◕｡) || 4th Nov.. says (12:38 AM):
just get 95/120
(｡◕‿◕｡) || 4th Nov.. says (12:38 AM):
cut-off for band 6 last year
(｡◕‿◕｡) || 4th Nov.. says (12:38 AM):
=]

LET'S GOO! XD

the last few days















was meant to go to the library today
but felt megasick so instead slept in
and lay in bed feeling sorry for myself
and instead of doing 2u later in the afternoon
i pop all the keys out of my keyboard and give it a clean =\
well...
at least its dust-free :)

Labels: recaptures

the saddest thing of all is that she will never realise she stands in the spotlight of the world she feels abandoned by
day by day she will cry and laugh and cry and laugh until her body is worn by the false pretenses she presents to the world
people will question her- of course people will question
and she will find difficulty
in explaining the things she herself does not (or will not) understand
all those who
gave up
drifted away
left
were only objects of imagination
and she will never realise

i showed you my neighborhood
my bars
my school
i introduced you to my friends
my parents
i listened to you
i listened to your singing
to your hopes
your desires
i listened to your music
and you listened to mine
i gave you a walkman
and you gave me a pillow
we laughed
we cried
we swam
we smoked
from time to time i screamed
without reason
sometimes with reason.
we were close
so close
even closer
and then one day
you kissed me

Labels: life, transition

what starts with a P and ends with an 'UCK'?


good vibrations! woo thnx anne for getting tickets x]
excited

english paper 2? lets not talk about that
biology is next exam. love studying this shit compared to english

its impossible to be on the computer without music turned on loud
ze fan shits me
ah well. in a way, its a good thing.
keeps me from sitting my arse in front on the comp for too long

Labels: sonduro

maybe i should run away
maybe i could run away and never be found
the dreams when im dreaming
can this really be happening
can it really be true
my blood is in your blood
my breath in your mouth
just trying to keep the world
from smashing crashing in
full of fear.full of hope.full of you

gosh i will never be ready
went uts library today
studied some
couldve been better

goodluck for tmrw
not only just for you, but for me too :(

Labels: uts

the stars up in the sky
and the leaves in the tree
all the broken bits that make you trip up
and the grassy bits in between
all the matter in the world
is how much that i like you

my addictive personality
is my downfall

hsc
is
starting
to
hit
me
='(


english shyte




<3


mel and me

Labels: fuck

all this feels strange and untrue
and i wont waste a minute without you

cannot believe how close it is

my mum got a new phone
she keeps coming into my room every minute asking me shit about it
--;

p.s. HUGGLES xD

Labels: grr

call me a freak, but i love the little whimpering sound my ipod makes when i plug it into my computer :)
the whimper is for an anticipation of a music overload
im feeding it on a daily basis
its eating more than a fat german kid living in a deli next door to a bakery
mm german bakery.. yummers havent been there in a while
anyway
you should listen to these songs
you know why?
you know why??
you know why?!
because booey says so.
also, because i uploaded these myself, so you better damn appreciate it ><;
hopefully you havent heard them yet so they can be a pleasant surprise :)


second single off fall out boy's latest album. almost forgot how much i love these guys :]


























YMGA is a 'new group' from YG~ this is a song from their mini album 'Made in R.O.K'. check out the rest of their mini album! v. good x)





most of them are 30sec clips because of copyright or whatever so you need an imeem account to listen to the whole thing
like thems?
sorry, theyre not download links so just go limewire them duh you been living in a cave or something?
or just ask me to send them to you! because im nice like that ^^
haha

fck english paper UNO
5days

i dont like the tagboard
gonna delete it... soon...

Labels: ipod love, songs

ive added a tagboard!
its right under my Last.Fm widget, so scroll down a bit to see it ;]
i usually prefer people not commenting on my blogs
but according to my statcounter i seem to be getting a few visits a day
so whoever stops by, can now leave a little something behind :)
but... im just trialling it out
so if it doesnt go so well,
i'll deleting it to save me the embarrassment of an empty tagbox :(

go leave a msg!
nownowNOW! xD

"studying" at mel's house


my gourmet mi goreng w/salmon sashimi!

Labels: gourmet, tagboard

do i have a boyfriend? technically no
if youll be my boyfriend, then i'll make it so
youll be my only true lover
no competition no others

wanna fall asleep with you tonight
i wanna know that i am safe when you hold me tight
i wanna dream away with you tonight
we can go anywhere you would like
i wanna feel like i wanna feel forever

and one day we'll get in the car and drive anywhere we wanna go
and then we'll stay in a five star, mini-bar, luxury hotel room
'cause all I know is I got you and you got me, babe

and then when the morning comes
i'll make coffee and youll read the paper
we'll talk about our plans
and i'll just keep saying how lucky we are

nts: must fix my pathetic excuse for an emma&clueless essay

ps. rip

Labels: compilation, mixtape, shuffle

blogging from my iPod touch!! :)
Went to sleep at 5am.... Feel so tired T^T
Hope today is productive!!

Labels: random shit

if you call someone by a certain name enough,
they'll soon start using it to refer to themselves :P
changmin
slee
mellyinda
housewife
...booey ;)

its gnna be a long night/day
2am and im wide awake~


i understand D:

Labels: coining, communitychannel, sleepless

"...repressed pain can be brought to consciousness and resolved, by re-experiencing the traumatic childhood incident and by fully expressing the resultant pain in a therapeutic setting... by re-experiencing traumas and expressing long-buried painful feelings, permanent resolution of neurotic symptoms will be achieved.
...therapeutic progress can only be made through direct emotional experience, which allows access to the source of psychological pain in the lower brain and nervous system. In this view, psychological therapies which involve only talking about the problem are of limited effectiveness because the cortex, or higher reasoning area of the brain... it has no ability to affect the real source of psychological pain in other areas of the brain."

Labels: janov, journals

library today was okay
so many seftoners D:
noticing- full library in the morning
everyone with the intention of participating in hardcore study!
... then by the arvo everyone burns out and goes home lol
4pm the library is a bit empty

no one tree hill or gossip girl this week! T^T
im so sleepy

&by special request
this is me @4.02am



hope y'all studyin
HARD
buahhahahahhahahhahahhahahah
(inside joke) ;]

Labels: library, nerding

to the person who keeps googling me~
(i dont know who you are, dont worry lol)
but just bookmark the goddamn thing --;

another unproductive day D:
library tmrw with eva- hopefully we both work hard and kick some hsc butt xD

Labels: procrastinating

i have done NOTHING all day
gonna try do something now

everyone should listen to Lonely Life by Project G
its a korean song- impossible to find the mp3 on the web
but i have it because im cool :D
ask for it and i'll send it to ya WOO

Labels: bludger, music, project g

boy i love your style, i love your smile
wish that you could be only mine
i cant let it go, i dont know
what youre doing to me
ooh youre so fine
i will give you more; im your number one

yesterday
went library with melface kenchen and william :)
was... not as productive as i hoped, but we did do work so i guess thats ok
ran into some people there, and also ran after some people haha
good times
came home from library, and what do i see waiting for me on my desk?
my iPod Touch! XD woooo
its so sexy
cant install any apps on it yet because its too new so theres no jailbreak thing for it yet :(
also... i have no wireless in my house T^T


our $40 lunch D:

today
had my actual last tutor lesson @alpha!
no more waking up every saturday at 7.30am xD
luckily steve didnt ask me where i was up to in past hsc papers
because im waaaayyyy behind T^T
after tutor went to the study room and did practically no work for FIVE HOURS
wondering what i did in those five hours? well;
i took off my boots slept on the lounge until people came in lol
after that i sat at a desk and played around with my ipod trying to hack into alpha's wifi haha
talked to some people who came in and out of the room
but will probably never see them again because no more tutor
and i didnt get their contacts lol :(


PUNJAB!

at around 3.30ish i gave up trying to study so i went to lunch with angieee
who is going to PARKLIFE tmrw ><; ~jealousy
afterwards went straight on home...
tried to nap but couldnt
so then i watched an episode of Brown Sugar ;D

furk. gotta study T___T;

ps.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
michael, anthony, little richard, allen &ismail! xD


memories...



<3

-imports at strathfield station.

emma/clueless:
"Clever arguement - set up well in intro - but you then didn't follow through..."

need to redo all my english essays
read through them and seriously, i cant spell EVOKE ><; i keep writing it as envoke ~WTF.

cant wait till after HSC :D
gonna hit melbourne and shop the shit out of it



cant sleep... clown will eat me

blowing our minds in our life unkind
we wore his love like a hand in a glove

ok so even though i have no money
and should be studying for hsc
and am also feeling quite unwell
its so hard to say no to you
when you ask me like that :(
especially when you offer to pay for everything ^^
as well as drive me there and home LOL
you know i love ya ;)

--------------
edit [10.23pm]
day out ended up being a day in :)
she brought lunch to me! what a cutie
yep, a cutie who makes a mad focaccia xD

He told me one last story. He used his aged, ruined voice like an old man's hands to pick the lock on his past. His eyes showed a hint of remorse- a hint, only because he was holding back. I waited in bated breath, as he clasped his hands together and began to speak.

i am so analfcked for english T_T
put my phone on silent/no-vibration, and closed msn
i need to do work ><;

Labels: regardless

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