one day you will be nostalgic for now

re-relocation

2009-03-29T18:53:00.005+11:00

because ive given into the allure of tumblr.

&im just curious as to why i have 40something views when i havent given the link to anyone yet.....?

then love until we bleed

2009-03-28T14:40:00.004+11:00

lights black heads bang youre my drug we live it youre drunk you need it real love i'll give it doors slam lights black youre gone come back stay gone stay clean i need you to need me

youre gonna look back on this and be ashamed of the person you were so happy to be; because you dont know who i was before you
watching friends go down the same road which had destroyed the lives of many others before them- all i want is for you not to die
&you know its so true

never let perfection show

2009-03-25T20:01:00.002+11:00

there must always be a moment where you have to take a minute to think about and appreciate all the things in your life
because its in these moments i realise that it is so much easier to live when youre around

we crave the simplicity within complexity

the qost of qdance

2009-03-22T19:14:00.000+11:00

has left Lisa Bui with a current account balance of, $25.05

budget
$18 train weekly
$9 weekly bus fares

end balance: -$1.95

no food for a week........ no play next weekend..... no random purchases...... --;
and even so, we all know that id probably do it all over again :)

and its a little more than. you. and. me.

2009-03-19T20:07:00.002+11:00

youre an optimist with the worst luck. you always try your best to please everyone around you, which most of the time results in you being hurt and left behind. you change to accommodate other people's flaws, and sometimes you do a little too much for the wrong people. you believe in the best side of everyone, and even when you know you have all the answers, you let others experience the joy of being right. you deem yourself a failure, but instead of fixing your own problems, you deal with ones that dont concern you. the burden you have on your shoulders is brought on by yourself, and you continue to let it grow because the word 'no' doesnt come so easily.
youre the one who's around to make others feel better about themselves, and somehow youre okay with that, even though you shouldnt be. you hate what all of this does to you, but you know that you'll never change. youre stuck in a warped dimension, but its the only way you know how to live.

i could sleep forever these days

2009-03-18T23:50:00.000+11:00

take me take me take me far far away with all the windows down and the music up

no love no glory no hero in her sky

2009-03-15T20:23:00.002+11:00

when i was little, we used to have this old stereo that could record voices onto cassette tapes.
my dad used to use it to record my mum's voice calling out my name, so he could play it back when she wasnt home;
hearing it, id run out of my room to see what she wanted, but id only be met by my dad laughing at me

simple.

im too young to feel this old

2009-03-14T17:33:00.003+11:00

im happy that ive made new friends in uni, and everywhere else :)
but i feel like ive really drifted from so many people i wanted to stay close with in high school... it hasnt even been a year

youre backing me into a corner and all i can do is pull you closer

losers keepers

2009-03-05T16:39:00.003+11:00

first week of uni is a drag
health science lectures are boring. why am i doing health sciences? i dunno
bio and psyc lectures are fun.

twitter being mentioned on Rove and ...some radio station i cant remember, reminded me that i had one lol
sending updates via text msgs, i love
follow me because im back

missing persons

2009-03-02T21:33:00.000+11:00

has anyone seen my car keys? :(

the littlest things

2009-02-16T23:59:00.000+11:00

call me pathetic, and say that its all been said before
but sitting here remembering the times spent with you
the conversations, the laughter, the late night rendezvous
putting all the hurt and confusion aside
and going back to when it was simple
when it was just me and you
and we didnt have to explain a thing to anyone
i find myself forgiving you
although you never asked to be
and i find myself
going against everything i believe in
and missing you

feeeeeeeeeeeeling

2009-02-10T00:16:00.002+11:00

fookie says:
why u sellng ur good vibes tiket!

lisabui. selling GOOD VIBRATIONS tickets says:
giving it up so i can go to a lesbian night instead :]

fookie says:
......

fookie selling good vibes ticket so i can go lesbian night with booey =D says:
:D

there is nothing less charming

2009-02-08T23:59:00.000+11:00

when youre uncertain just turn and run
careful not to linger too long

s u b l i m e

2009-02-05T22:28:00.002+11:00

you swallow all your worries and insecurities; the sounds surround you and lights flash upon the walls creating obscure shadows that dance and fade away, and although you can barely see all that matters is what youre feeling- it sweeps over you so subtly, and yet so suddenly, and you shut your eyes until the only sensation that dominates your body is the feeling of the bass lines thrashing in sync with your heart beat.

we're like magicians when we dream

2009-02-01T01:06:00.001+11:00

swallowing words while giving head they listen to teeth to learn how to quit
tied to a night they never met
you know its time that we grow old and do some shit
i like it all that way

everything you think of is just as real as you can make it

parklife palms out

2009-01-31T23:40:00.001+11:00

so i was at the park earlier...

steve: remember how good we were at these when we were little? *points to monkey bars*
lisa: no way mann, im still good at it now =D *hotshotimsocoool*
lisa then proceeds to leap onto the monkey bars... lisa falls on her arm... lisa in pain and quite embarrassed

yeah im an idiot, i know

making mama so proud

2009-01-29T17:54:00.002+11:00

yo!! i wont be going uni anymore, im getting married in mainland china and having lots of little babies and then im gonna open a swimming pool where u can swim with fishes and sharks with no teeth =)

(-1) uni friend.? haha

bah i have no plans now

bored bored bored so bored

....
OK NOW WTH??
lady at the enrolment desk tells me to buy this giant book of notes for
Introductory Behavioural Health Sciences
if im doing rehab
and now that i look at my course subjects
THAT SUBJECT ISNT EVEN IN MY COURSE
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFff stupid lady
make me waste $22 >(

put on your scrubs

2009-01-29T00:15:00.002+11:00

im actually really nervous about enrolment day tmrw/today
(wow a rash just suddenly appeared on my neck =\ its itchy..)
ive always had this phobia about going to new places
before going id have to google the shit out of it
and try to find as much information, and as many photos as i can
but its kinda iffy this time since no one's really been there
and theres not a lot on it on the web
so yeah.. i guess im nervous
and holy fck, my neck is itchy

but its sending me shivers

2009-01-27T17:53:00.002+11:00

i dont know how to dance to rnb
but i really did enjoy seeing familiar faces, and meeting new ones too
my fortune says this year i'll be the luckiest one in the household
i really hope so
so i can get my Masters! =]

ive already done this before, but doing it again coz im bored :(

26 Cell Phone Questions:
What is your current ring tone?
say my name, the ting tings

What is your current wallpaper?
mikki &happy ballooon

Do you own a picture phone?
yes

If so, what was the last picture you took?
crystal castles

Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th text message says?
hey are you at st james?

How many contacts do you have on your phone?
222

Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
anne

What service do you have?
optus

At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
3

Who's on your speed dial numbers?
dont use

Do you have voicemail?
no

How many contacts that start with the letter J do you have and who are they?
24 - jacky awesome, james ultimate, jamie, jasmine, jason little, jason tran, jenette, jenny huynh, jenny lee, jess fung, jessica do, jessie elle, jim, jimmy FOB, jnfr, jody@tutor, john big, johnny little, jono leung, joseph jesh, josh whiteguy, julie gulie, julie h, julie nguyen

Who do you call the most?
angie

How many text messages do you get a month?
153 keepers since dec. 31st...

Can you send pictures?
yes

What are the first 2 digits to your number?
04

Go to your SENT texts..what does the first one say?
what did u want?

What about the 15th?
Yup 11 tomorrow is fine, see you then!

Who's the last person that you called?
eva

Last person that texted you?
steve

Last person you added to your contacts?
?

How many minutes are on your plan?
manymany

Go down to your 5th contact, who is it?
adam

i cant get no sleep

2009-01-24T23:10:00.002+11:00

feeling very tired but for some reason cant sleeeeep :(
had a job interview today for Whiteapple Cafe
i think it went ok... now just waiting for them to call me in for 2 day trial =\
i really hope i dont fuck up
seriously need the dosh
seeing as i spend&spend like a mother pho ga

mynumberone

2009-01-22T20:44:00.002+11:00

even though the UAI cutoff wasnt insanely high
it was my always my first preference
and im happy to have accomplished my goal
congratulations to everyone who got a place where they wanted
and to those who took a step towards securing their future <3

youre my disease

2009-01-19T04:50:00.000+11:00

you were like my lover and my best friend all wrapped into one and all of a sudden you left & i didnt know how to follow &i'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you dont even recognise the ways you hurt me do you? i guess thats what i get for wishful thinking cause anytime that you needed me i'd be there the only problem is that you were using me in a different way that i was using you.

fuck you

2009-01-18T00:03:00.003+11:00

if you do something
do it properly
dont make promises and break them
dont do favours and complete them half assed
if you do something
keep the other person in consideration

1 2 3 4 5 6 6 6

2009-01-16T05:59:00.001+11:00

i cannot sleep
so brb. gnna hit myself with a shovel to get some shuteye

rahrahrheainvgisLAG

2009-01-14T00:32:00.002+11:00

why the begeebies did i agree to go out at 2am
got home at 9 and had to somehow climb through the window gracefully whilst being shit tired
hair was full of shit and had make up on but didnt care and went to sleep
woke up at 10 something coz of a call from MELLY!! who is back in sydney :)
slept some more then melly called again o.o lol
then slept mooorrreee and woke up
briefly washed my face, but not really a success in getting everythng off... so applied more lol
no time to wash hair so clipped it back and ran outta the houssseeee
arrived only to find that melly was late! ><
went to woolies to buy leave in shampoo because hair was feeling reeally gross...
hung out, watched movie, had dinner!
i missed my girrrllll

me sleep now. beach tmrw! tan?! maybe?! hopefully! goshhhhh

the cosmos

2009-01-12T23:45:00.000+11:00

friday night we broke a few road rules and found ourselves on the beach
the following day i slept in and woke up when the sky was dim. perfect timing <3
the moon came up and gave light to more mischief as we relived the days of vandalism and acts which can only be described as childish&exhilarating.
sunday brunch/breakfast? was splendid. i really missed just hanging with the girls. shopping around brandy boutiques and relaxing with poorly made (yet tasty) cocktails, for a moment life felt simple.
and today? well it was a day to burn, with running/squatting/jumping/flying/etc
"anything to break a sweat" he says
rested on lime juice and shared a nice caesar. hung out into the night and listened to good music while he stuck galaxy tokens on my book shelf and i cleaned up.

i am content.

as seen on tv

2009-01-09T02:08:00.001+11:00

pukey girl

2009-01-08T23:25:00.005+11:00

ever since i got back ive been really moody
like. extremely.
my highs are reeeaaallly high and my lows are shitfully low
i blame it on the climate change
and i blame it on my system shutting down due to a bad case of the "OMGWHEREISMELLY" sickness

FCK I WANT TO GO SHOPPING ><
in other news; i ripped my one of my contacts and have none left my glasses are also being fixed, so now i am officially blind (for the time being)

ps. my msn is way screwy, so i apologise if i dont reply (its coz i cant), if i send u the same message 3587320945times (its coz i thought it didnt go thru) or if i continuously sign in and out (it does it by itself and i dont realise...) --;

HELLO YANG

2009-01-07T00:00:00.000+11:00

HELLO YANG who walked past my house really discreetly and hence went unseen by meeee
i had a lovely day, getting home before midnight just like you promised :)

garden party

2009-01-06T05:22:00.000+11:00

must buy:
- calender
- diary

because without them im finding it hard to survive

I♥SYD

2009-01-01T21:33:00.001+11:00

you know that moment when you realize that you waste all your money on drinking and partying and you don't even know where you're going to sleep that night but then that song comes on and you get another drink and you remember how fun this really is.
I confess that in 2008 I…
( ) stayed single for the whole year
(x) kissed in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(?) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) mooned someone
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) had a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under mistletoe

SCHOOL
(x) took an honors/advanced class
(x) broke the dress code
( ) sent to the principles office for misbehavior
( ) got straight A’s
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) failed a class
(x) skipped school
(x) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
(x) intentionally tripped someone at school
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
( ) were involved in something you’ll never forget

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on MySpace
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed til you cried
( ) laughed til you peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) budged in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you
(x) lied about how old you were
(x) prank called someone

^quizzzz from smelen :]

its you saying goodbye before i let you

2008-12-16T05:33:00.003+11:00

it's really not fair
ruining my relationships and making me question everything about myself
betraying and lying to friends and putting an end to something I didn't even deserve to have in the first place
you let me go and didn't even say goodbye
you were gone when I gave myself to you
i was hurt because you hurt me
and here I am in late hours of night lying in a hotel bed thinking of you and what we couldve had

I hate it here.

art of mixing

2008-12-09T03:50:00.002+11:00

I miss home :(
vn gets boring after the first week and I'm super craving a coversation over coffee and cigarettes with someone who speaks fluent English.

The lowdown.
The cute boys here become uncute when they open their mouths. I'm sick of being spoken to in broken English because I don't look viet. I don't want to buy your stupid lottery tickets/tissues/magazines/etc so stop harrassing me. I'm getting so unfit because food is cheap and so are taxis (I barely walk anywhere now). I took maccas for granted. KFC here is considered as "rich people food". I forgot what alcohol tastes like. I can now haggle prices down to half of the original. When I come home I'll be a couch potato because I bought heaps of DVDs. There's a cool dancing game in the arcades here. I bought ChrisTran a cool present yesterday for really cheap! I got my nails done for $4AUD. The person who did my nails was an 18 year old heterosexual guy with a hot girlfriend. I'm getting along really well with my cousin!... Surprisingly LOL. My hotel is near a block owned by japs. My hotel is owned by americans. I don't have to go to north Vietnam :D. I have one uncle, aunty and cousin living in south Vietnam. I rode a scooter going 30km/h lol. Taxis here are around 30c (aud) per km. Pork rolls cost 80c (aud). I got to play with a baby pig and a kitten the size of my palm. This country is big on Christmas celebrations. Making corn candy looks like a fun process. I've been having mad dreams every night. Mild sevens are nice. World AIDs day is coming up. I want to buy everyone gifts but dunno what to get :( I can't send emails through hotmail on my iTouch (but facebook works fine lol). I don't know if I want to check my uai and potentially ruin my holiday... Although it's pretty shitty as it is. I shouldve brought my phone with me (vn uses sim cards!). Blogging on my iTouch is annoying.

Ps I check my mail everyday on my iTouch wifi so mail me coz I'm bored!! ><

airport terminals

2008-11-30T17:46:00.002+11:00

currently at singapore airport
everything is automatic... i got scared by the auto flushing toilet D: LOL
we have another 2hours here until our flight out, but its okay because im going crazy over cheap MAC products <3

its raining outside, although its 29 degreeeeeessss
airplane food is shit
singaporean people have cute accents
i cant believe i have another 30days away from everyone :(

went to internet station thingy to get my facebook hit
and decided to blog while i was here lol

well... bye for now :)

one week remains

2008-11-22T12:45:00.003+11:00

so another week has flown by, inching closer to my deportation D:
ive done plenty and its all been fun

monday, the plan was "lunch at an undisclosed location" LOL
which turned out to be habibs @bankstown
HARRY that little boy has grown up to be a cutie ;D haha
"we partied till the sun came up"

tuesday was meant to hand in my journey's stimulus @school, but woke up waaay late. instead headed to bankstown to shop with ma brotha from anotha mutha :)
found my formal dress (ugh. bankstown lol)! wayne cooper <3
hope no one has the same one :(
also saw janine and michelle whilst at reflections!
my how theyve CHANGED. lookin' hothothot xD

wesnesday hit mel's house for a girls day in with jess, margaret, crystal, and later on, peter and stef xd
good day to relax
missed out on catherines bday because we all had no monneh T__T"

thursday woke up and headed to yagoona station for abbey's birthday
was running a bit late so tried contacting someone
called around and COULD NOT CONTACT ANYONE WHO WAS AT THE PARTY >(
got a call from kevin who i was supposed to uhm. help. with. something.
forgot ^^;
got picked up from strathfield, headed to his place
drove me home after and got a call from jen when i was outside my house T____T"
BAAAD timing. already home.

friday was supposed to go movies with chris, william, etc.
but didnt work out
instead we went shopping! bought my shoes for formal~ steve madden <3
i stand corrected when i said they looked weird on your feet
theyre damn HOT xD
we then met up for coffee with oliver and burke lol it was so random
headed home to get ready for clubbing/party!
OMG be careful of a guy in a blue civic
i thought i was gnna die. reckless driver ><;
but he was funny, "i hate asian guys in camrys" lol

today? slept till 3pm
then bummed at home while everyone was at Harbourlife :(
&surprise midnight visit from someone special who brought me mango pudding &the new ministry of sound ^^

lets do the timewarp

2008-11-16T18:40:00.005+11:00

lets recap whats been going on post hsc :)

thursday after chem went drinking with random boys from homebush and kylie my homegirl ;D haha... after went dinner and strolling around city with elijah

next day, had a cute friday luncheon with suuuuuuusan and etc. at savannah's before she went away away to the middle of nowhere :(
i miss herr, damnn
later that day, had a nice girls night in with mellyinda and doris ;D

hmm what did i do on saturday and sunday? =\ i think i went shopping or lunch or something... wait i think i stayed home? i erno.. forget T__T"

monday! went city with them strangers who i hadnt seen for tooooo long; got to have some lonetime with liiizzz that night too :] me likey

uuhhhh i have no idea where the other days went...probably slept through them. o.O
oh hang on, i remember wednesday night angie came over and i waxed for her LOL

anyway; thursday! went to east hill boys cruise! in which i also dragged liz, steffie, helen and melinda to :)
the boat was a quarter of the size of our year11 pontoon, and was old looking and shitty, BUT the guys there were awesome fun and we danced so much that we were moaning in aching pain all the way home :( all in all had a really great time, and now i CANNOT WAIT till shs's formal! :D (even though i have no dress, shoes or anything T___T")

friday woke up at 1pm lol and went to strathfield with mel to get our hair cut and dyed (i think we have the same hair colour...fuck ><;) its so weird looking at my hair and seeing that its actually one colour...almost, since i think its still a bit uneven on one side..damn ;( we also went to eat at ceci's, and once again ordered too much and ended up leaving over half of our meal to waste ^^;;
that night went clubbing at dragonfly in kings cross/potts point with steffie, steph, albert(?),... kim and jessica (lol)! danced the night away, while simultaneously trying to avoid contact with sleazey creepy white guys T___T" the music wasnt that great, but we still made the most of it and had a good time
got home at 5am-ish... eeeeeek.

next day; saturday, woke up at 1pm-ish because someone called me >(
couldnt get back to sleep so jumped in the shower and stayed in there for too long
quickly got ready (while forgetting to grab my phone T__T) and headed up to city for lunch with mr. breast chicken lol &my job interview with booooost!
i was so scared i wouldnt be able to find my breast chicken but i saw him as soon as i got out of town hall! LOL thnk goshness
the job inteview went okay, at the end i had to tell him i could only start working after january and he was all
"ooohhh... well we're actually looking for someone who can work during christmastime... blahblahblah... we'll call you if anything else opens up"
in other words, "fuckoff, go look for another job" x(
trained it back to lidcombe and got driven home by breasty haha xD
got home, grabbed my phone! and trained/walked to brian's for his 18th party :]
didnt stay for that long, got driven home by jono; thnxxxx :D
my mum was so shocked when i came home before midnight lol

and now im at home!
what did i do today?
cleaned the house, and did the laundry, making sure i have clean clothes for vietnam lol
im leaving November 30th, and will be staying in vietnam/thailand for a whole month :(
so i better be seeing you guys before then!!!
i think im going clubbing on 28th; friday night; dunno where yet lol, but everyone better be there! get your fakies ready, or borrow ids or whatnot.. be there or youre not gettng a present when i come back xP haha

have some photos;

^ that doesnt evn look like me =\

xx booey

2008-11-08T23:39:00.001+11:00

i never thought they would be the ones to leave me
im no fucking idiot

2008-11-05T22:44:00.002+11:00

the one thing i hate the most
is people who make promises they cant keep
dont say it if you cant follow through

this message is for everyone who let me down

nautical stars

2008-11-03T01:00:00.006+11:00

They leave marks upon her body as if to tell the world they were there. They scar and bruise her skin just to make sure she’s the same. She’s just the same as the rest. For underneath that tough exterior, behind the words and cold disposition, there’s still a girl. The same girl who loved piggy back rides from her dad. The one who loved the kisses from her mum and the cookies from her grandmother. Even still under the skin she’d given to the boys she’s slept with, the naïve boys she gave her body to, the innocence is still there. She still gets scared when they look at her like that. When they wrap their arms tightly around her, her heart still beats faster, and every time she’ll think its love; of course its love. Contrary to the popular beliefs of her actions as misadventures, she truly believes they’re acts of purity. She doesn’t care if they don’t believe her intentions. All she wants is a chance to feel- and the only way she can feel is when the tender hands touch rough skin.
Is it wrong- Or is it right?
Who is there to judge her but her own god. Her god who is no one. Her faith is lead by her own hand, and just give her a reason to give up her life choices to an unseen being, and she’ll do it. But first, where’s the truth. The truth never existed.
The truth is overrated, like so many things, and maybe just like the love she yearns for.

makes me sleep(less)

2008-11-02T04:21:00.004+11:00

because you always smile and say
"i love you"
in your most innocent voice

taking a nap all day long
theres nobody that disturbs me
but i cant feel free
theres no hope
theres no despair
only the anger reminded in my heart
theres no chance
and theres no clue
youre gone so faraway
im hiding myself from you
i hate myself who cant stop loving you
i feel so stupid
because im still in love with you
fall over crossed feet but theres
no one that can rescue me
my heart has broken to pieces
seems i cant love you anymore
its hard for me to go on with my life without you
im suffering from insomnia
im dying day by day

triangular, the irregularities

2008-11-01T16:16:00.007+11:00

i dont think you ever understood me when i said it
i think i should reaffirm my intentions
maybe i played you, and perhaps you felt like i lead you along
but i only wanted you to join me
in my life
my amusements
and my games
i invited you into my world thinking you would know better
than to take me seriously
havent you heard? ive got a knack for breaking things
and i cant say you could thank your friends for that
i cant give it reason, it just is
i fail at the things that are made easy for me
i misread the signs in front of my face
and im not saying its not my fault
im not saying you shouldnt hate me
im just telling you that you shouldnt be so surprised by my actions
and you should know, i have no regrets

sometimes i brush my teeth at random times
just because i think it feels good
what better reason could there be
and why would you need one.

2008-10-31T16:43:00.002+11:00

sometimes i leave my music player on and just turn off my speakers when im not at the computer
you idiot

when the world stops

2008-10-29T17:11:00.007+11:00

it makes a good story, stakes and redemption.
for giving me more, than i care to admit.
these are my actions, though i try to forget them.
&though im forgiven, i will never forget.

cant
think
of
any-
thing
else
thankyou
for the cataracts

subversive black comedy

2008-10-28T21:27:00.006+11:00

then you kiss my cheek, my knees get weak
my heart just skipped a beat, so i just froze
your friendship means the most to me

3u is tomorrow and im far from prepared
so incredibly far
=(

i <3 N.E.R.D.!

come with me; my darling

2008-10-27T01:48:00.005+11:00

cant sleep and im not even thinking about maths =\

soo. yesterday went uts library again
not as productive as i wanted it to be
did a 2unit paper under "exam conditions" LOL sorta

after library went on an adventure for alcohol and fish balls from y2k =X
hehe lets hope we dont regret doing that while we're sitting in the exam hall tmrw =[

(｡◕‿◕｡) || 4th Nov.. says (12:37 AM):
2UNIT BAND 6 IT
(｡◕‿◕｡) || 4th Nov.. says (12:37 AM):
let's goo
ㅡbooey ♥maths says (12:37 AM):
eh. high doubts
(｡◕‿◕｡) || 4th Nov.. says (12:38 AM):
just get 95/120
(｡◕‿◕｡) || 4th Nov.. says (12:38 AM):
cut-off for band 6 last year
(｡◕‿◕｡) || 4th Nov.. says (12:38 AM):
=]

LET'S GOO! XD

milk &cheerios stereo stereo

2008-10-25T18:22:00.000+11:00

the last few days

was meant to go to the library today
but felt megasick so instead slept in
and lay in bed feeling sorry for myself
and instead of doing 2u later in the afternoon
i pop all the keys out of my keyboard and give it a clean =\
well...
at least its dust-free :)

stem to sink to source

2008-10-24T19:20:00.006+11:00

the saddest thing of all is that she will never realise she stands in the spotlight of the world she feels abandoned by
day by day she will cry and laugh and cry and laugh until her body is worn by the false pretenses she presents to the world
people will question her- of course people will question
and she will find difficulty
in explaining the things she herself does not (or will not) understand
all those who
gave up
drifted away
left
were only objects of imagination
and she will never realise

there are times when life calls out

2008-10-21T00:09:00.005+11:00

i showed you my neighborhood
my bars
my school
i introduced you to my friends
my parents
i listened to you
i listened to your singing
to your hopes
your desires
i listened to your music
and you listened to mine
i gave you a walkman
and you gave me a pillow
we laughed
we cried
we swam
we smoked
from time to time i screamed
without reason
sometimes with reason.
we were close
so close
even closer
and then one day
you kissed me

all that she intends

2008-10-20T18:33:00.001+11:00

what starts with a P and ends with an 'UCK'?

good vibrations! woo thnx anne for getting tickets x]
excited

english paper 2? lets not talk about that
biology is next exam. love studying this shit compared to english

its impossible to be on the computer without music turned on loud
ze fan shits me
ah well. in a way, its a good thing.
keeps me from sitting my arse in front on the comp for too long

wish i had a better plan for dealing with this

2008-10-19T20:25:00.003+11:00

maybe i should run away
maybe i could run away and never be found
the dreams when im dreaming
can this really be happening
can it really be true
my blood is in your blood
my breath in your mouth
just trying to keep the world
from smashing crashing in
full of fear.full of hope.full of you

gosh i will never be ready
went uts library today
studied some
couldve been better

goodluck for tmrw
not only just for you, but for me too :(

waiting at the station getting off the train

2008-10-16T21:08:00.003+11:00

the stars up in the sky
and the leaves in the tree
all the broken bits that make you trip up
and the grassy bits in between
all the matter in the world
is how much that i like you

my addictive personality
is my downfall

snap crackle pop

2008-10-15T22:09:00.001+11:00

hsc
is
starting
to
hit
me
='(

english shyte

<3

mel and me

i need you to look into mine

2008-10-14T23:52:00.003+11:00

all this feels strange and untrue
and i wont waste a minute without you

cannot believe how close it is

tired tired tired dead bomb boom

2008-10-13T23:59:00.002+11:00

my mum got a new phone
she keeps coming into my room every minute asking me shit about it
--;

p.s. HUGGLES xD

its a sign that you peaked early

2008-10-12T21:11:00.011+11:00

call me a freak, but i love the little whimpering sound my ipod makes when i plug it into my computer :)
the whimper is for an anticipation of a music overload
im feeding it on a daily basis
its eating more than a fat german kid living in a deli next door to a bakery
mm german bakery.. yummers havent been there in a while
anyway
you should listen to these songs
you know why?
you know why??
you know why?!
because booey says so.
also, because i uploaded these myself, so you better damn appreciate it ><;
hopefully you havent heard them yet so they can be a pleasant surprise :)

second single off fall out boy's latest album. almost forgot how much i love these guys :]

YMGA is a 'new group' from YG~ this is a song from their mini album 'Made in R.O.K'. check out the rest of their mini album! v. good x)

most of them are 30sec clips because of copyright or whatever so you need an imeem account to listen to the whole thing
like thems?
sorry, theyre not download links so just go limewire them duh you been living in a cave or something?
or just ask me to send them to you! because im nice like that ^^
haha

fck english paper UNO
5days

i dont like the tagboard
gonna delete it... soon...

tag me up biatches

2008-10-11T21:09:00.008+11:00

ive added a tagboard!
its right under my Last.Fm widget, so scroll down a bit to see it ;]
i usually prefer people not commenting on my blogs
but according to my statcounter i seem to be getting a few visits a day
so whoever stops by, can now leave a little something behind :)
but... im just trialling it out
so if it doesnt go so well,
i'll deleting it to save me the embarrassment of an empty tagbox :(

go leave a msg!
nownowNOW! xD

"studying" at mel's house

my gourmet mi goreng w/salmon sashimi!

feeling free when im with you

2008-10-11T01:16:00.003+11:00

do i have a boyfriend? technically no
if youll be my boyfriend, then i'll make it so
youll be my only true lover
no competition no others

wanna fall asleep with you tonight
i wanna know that i am safe when you hold me tight
i wanna dream away with you tonight
we can go anywhere you would like
i wanna feel like i wanna feel forever

and one day we'll get in the car and drive anywhere we wanna go
and then we'll stay in a five star, mini-bar, luxury hotel room
'cause all I know is I got you and you got me, babe

and then when the morning comes
i'll make coffee and youll read the paper
we'll talk about our plans
and i'll just keep saying how lucky we are

nts: must fix my pathetic excuse for an emma&clueless essay

ps. rip

rahrah itouch you >)

2008-10-10T12:34:00.002+11:00

blogging from my iPod touch!! :)
Went to sleep at 5am.... Feel so tired T^T
Hope today is productive!!

edited the title; the other one was so emo lol

2008-10-09T02:00:00.012+11:00

if you call someone by a certain name enough,
they'll soon start using it to refer to themselves :P
changmin
slee
mellyinda
housewife
...booey ;)

its gnna be a long night/day
2am and im wide awake~

i understand D:

acid goes to your head; x goes to your heart

2008-10-08T19:33:00.005+11:00

"...repressed pain can be brought to consciousness and resolved, by re-experiencing the traumatic childhood incident and by fully expressing the resultant pain in a therapeutic setting... by re-experiencing traumas and expressing long-buried painful feelings, permanent resolution of neurotic symptoms will be achieved.
...therapeutic progress can only be made through direct emotional experience, which allows access to the source of psychological pain in the lower brain and nervous system. In this view, psychological therapies which involve only talking about the problem are of limited effectiveness because the cortex, or higher reasoning area of the brain... it has no ability to affect the real source of psychological pain in other areas of the brain."

human behaviour

2008-10-07T22:08:00.002+11:00

library today was okay
so many seftoners D:
noticing- full library in the morning
everyone with the intention of participating in hardcore study!
... then by the arvo everyone burns out and goes home lol
4pm the library is a bit empty

no one tree hill or gossip girl this week! T^T
im so sleepy

&by special request
this is me @4.02am

hope y'all studyin
HARD
buahhahahahhahahhahahhahahah
(inside joke) ;]

take away your breath; yeah you turn me on

2008-10-06T22:51:00.001+11:00

to the person who keeps googling me~
(i dont know who you are, dont worry lol)
but just bookmark the goddamn thing --;

another unproductive day D:
library tmrw with eva- hopefully we both work hard and kick some hsc butt xD

HOLYSHITdfjhojdsgheoipyho ><;

2008-10-05T20:49:00.005+11:00

i have done NOTHING all day
gonna try do something now

everyone should listen to Lonely Life by Project G
its a korean song- impossible to find the mp3 on the web
but i have it because im cool :D
ask for it and i'll send it to ya WOO

sleeeepily sleepless sleepytime sleep sleep

2008-10-04T18:40:00.006+10:00

boy i love your style, i love your smile
wish that you could be only mine
i cant let it go, i dont know
what youre doing to me
ooh youre so fine
i will give you more; im your number one

yesterday
went library with melface kenchen and william :)
was... not as productive as i hoped, but we did do work so i guess thats ok
ran into some people there, and also ran after some people haha
good times
came home from library, and what do i see waiting for me on my desk?
my iPod Touch! XD woooo
its so sexy
cant install any apps on it yet because its too new so theres no jailbreak thing for it yet :(
also... i have no wireless in my house T^T

our $40 lunch D:

today
had my actual last tutor lesson @alpha!
no more waking up every saturday at 7.30am xD
luckily steve didnt ask me where i was up to in past hsc papers
because im waaaayyyy behind T^T
after tutor went to the study room and did practically no work for FIVE HOURS
wondering what i did in those five hours? well;
i took off my boots slept on the lounge until people came in lol
after that i sat at a desk and played around with my ipod trying to hack into alpha's wifi haha
talked to some people who came in and out of the room
but will probably never see them again because no more tutor
and i didnt get their contacts lol :(

PUNJAB!

at around 3.30ish i gave up trying to study so i went to lunch with angieee
who is going to PARKLIFE tmrw ><; ~jealousy
afterwards went straight on home...
tried to nap but couldnt
so then i watched an episode of Brown Sugar ;D

furk. gotta study T___T;

ps.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
michael, anthony, little richard, allen &ismail! xD

memories...

<3

immigrants at central station?

2008-10-03T02:38:00.000+10:00

-imports at strathfield station.

emma/clueless:
"Clever arguement - set up well in intro - but you then didn't follow through..."

need to redo all my english essays
read through them and seriously, i cant spell EVOKE ><; i keep writing it as envoke ~WTF.

cant wait till after HSC :D
gonna hit melbourne and shop the shit out of it

cant sleep... clown will eat me

swallow worries one by one

2008-10-01T13:23:00.009+10:00

blowing our minds in our life unkind
we wore his love like a hand in a glove

ok so even though i have no money
and should be studying for hsc
and am also feeling quite unwell
its so hard to say no to you
when you ask me like that :(
especially when you offer to pay for everything ^^
as well as drive me there and home LOL
you know i love ya ;)

--------------
edit [10.23pm]
day out ended up being a day in :)
she brought lunch to me! what a cutie
yep, a cutie who makes a mad focaccia xD

He told me one last story. He used his aged, ruined voice like an old man's hands to pick the lock on his past. His eyes showed a hint of remorse- a hint, only because he was holding back. I waited in bated breath, as he clasped his hands together and began to speak.

i am so analfcked for english T_T
put my phone on silent/no-vibration, and closed msn
i need to do work ><;

bumpin' and a jumpin'

2008-09-30T22:15:00.006+10:00

good: first kiss
better: first french kiss
ultimate: first french kiss with two french exchange students

still sick x(
finding it impossible to think
nose is majorly chafed
feel like dunking my head into a bucket of moisturiser
tea is running scarce
(i KNEW i shouldve gone to the tea house while i was at world square) ><;

i have this horrible pain in my chest
actually, not quite
its more like a throat pain that has progressed to the chest
yeh that seems more accurate
cant remember the last time i was this sick

hmm gotta change the lightbulbs on my chandelier thing in my bedroom
strange how things can change so dramatically within just one day
never knew you could so easily replace me
i guess our relationship never really existed
its so nice realising that i was just a pass time you never actually cared about

ps. dont get me wrong, i miss it too, but gotta resist... for now ;)

much like the unlikened puppy

2008-09-29T19:12:00.004+10:00

i am sick as fuck
had tutor this morning at alpha
a few of us arrived early so we sat on the lounges waiting and chit chatting
i (as well as many others) then realised that this lesson wasnt our last LOL
so i have another week to find steve a present D:

the first hour of class was really productive :)
second hour... not really lol
we started talking bout random stuff, and then we somehow came onto the topic of pie!
and then the most shocking thing happened
we find out that James has never eaten a pie in his whole entire life D: WTFFF!!

well, after class, went to the study room to photocopy shiz, except there was no paper T_T
ended up waiting for about hour and a half? for the receptionist to come back and gimme a new ream rahhh
there was no one else around... except roger, who seemed really focused, so i left him alone and did some work myself o.o
when she FINALLY came back, i sufficiently abused free photocopying privileges
after which i then dragged my sick ass home, turned on some music and collapsed into my cushy bed

woke up not so long ago and followed the advice of one of my tutor class mates
"load up on panadol and eat some oranges" lol.

in other news, i am officially broke... 95c left in my wallet :(
which i guess might be a good thing because now i cant go out
but i cant bus it to library either =\

random photos from the last week of school :)

i love my internet upgrade XD
fast fast fast!

ps. hsc in 18days x_X

mirotic

2008-09-28T21:52:00.002+10:00

wowwwwww what a blast
graduation was on friday and it was pretty sad :(
the captains' speech <3
after grad was morning tea
then manly!
then a looonnggg ass drive stuck in traffic
then bondi!
then ALOT of alcohol :(
gonna try and hibernate now
must study ><

i wont hesitate no more it cannot wait

2008-09-24T22:25:00.004+10:00

i am so sleepy
photos from today can be found here.

better than a tattoo or a photograph

2008-09-23T23:45:00.002+10:00

today went by so fast that i forgot to take photos T^T
thrid period was the last chem lesson EVER!
did nothing as usual, except at the end Pham said a little goodbye speech and gave everyone a little gift bag with personlised notes D: cute lol

...you are a very capable student. It's a shame that Chemistry was not "your thing"

haha yeah, it is a shame.

finished school at 12.30 as per usual, and went with chris and mellyinda to burwood to buy teacher presents
chris had to go home first and fill in his dentistry application D:
so me and mel went strathfield and got ddockbocki, dumplings, kimbap, wedges, a hot chocolate and juice xD HAHAHA
the lady was so nice and gave me 7 extra dumplings! she is sooo getting a christmas card ^^
well after i got home after the food venture, i "took a nap" which was meant to last 20minutes, but instead i woke up at 10.30ish when steffie called me --;
FAIL.

tap tap on my windowsill, and i wont let you in ♪
haha

the last monday

2008-09-22T22:03:00.001+10:00

the last monday of high school
the last free period in the library
the first year 12 week of shs :)

our last free together! =(

we♥tracy :P

the supers' orange eating comp

munchmunch

bakesale~ check out mel's freaky piercing D:

the guys getting their nails done

peter admiring his pink nails

minji & sooyun face painting :)

are you smarter than a 12th grader? xD

mary livia steven @the lolly stall!

tracy & me!

kelly & me! "the brothers" haha
the rest of the photos can be found here!

4days till graduation! xD
25days till hsc Dx

ps. my buzznet has finally exceeded 2000 photos! woo xD

overdramatic fake everything

2008-09-21T18:38:00.011+10:00

i am so fucking angry at you
and if youre wondering if this is directed at YOU
its probably just your head inflating because believe it or not
everything isnt about you
attention seeking whore

"like omg" why dont you get a brain
and think for yourself
and at least try and veer off from your textbook education
and actually learn something instead of implanting other people's ideas and opinions into your little head

although your jealousy comes naturally
it definitely does not get the best of me so dont even try using cheap tactics to get my attention
fckng asshole piece of shit
i never took your words and used them as my own
and i was never selfish like you were/are

you asked me not to stay and if it had all been for the best
i looked at you with tears behind my eyes and said
youre my friend
you know it hurts me that i didn't figure it out before
and now its just too late for apologies

dont you wonder where i hide

2008-09-19T18:55:00.013+10:00

my dinner date for tonight has been ~~canceled~~ postponed till sunday :(
rahhhhh

anyway, in the light of things that have happened;
lets just relive some random happy moments from the past two years

post dancekool showcase (^__^)

hours waiting @battle it out (.___.)"" ~so gangDURR

tracey's 17th!!

random moments @livo library xP

FREE periods, NEVER spent studying ><;

after mardi gras~~@@

EUPHO dance practice =D

helen's BBQ :]

helen's dinner! =)

viet fest/CNY @warwick farm (#__#)

random moments @cabra library lol

disruptive scrabble >@

animania!

RAIN XD

our last swimming carnival :(

BYDS! BESTFEST

mmpbs@COOGEE love

the girls~
hsc is driving everyone nuts, and the weather isnt helping either
i miss everyone not stressing out every second
i miss not having to make decisions
i miss the that time when all the 'shelter girls' were actually friends
dw; everyone feels like theyve been shat on

ps.
what i will not miss about sefton:
the random overage asian men who talk to underage school girls --;

shortness of nothing we cant replace

2008-09-18T14:32:00.009+10:00

lets talk and we'll fill the air with imagery that lasts forever. so this is love; thats a lovely thought you have to care for it to keep it together if you fall will you get up youre stuck in a dream will you wake up and if you fell in love will you hold on to it and if its cold will you stay warm you drift too far will you swim towards the shore lets just sing and we'll fill the air with melodies that blend together you speak so sweet with words so delicate; a glass i hope will never shatter.

yet another day spent not at school.
yet another day not being productive at all.
if it were up to me, i would stay with you forever, just like that;
that is, if we lived in an ideal world where education would not be a primary and materialism would not be a requirement for societal survival
if only life was that simple
if only people didnt argue about every aspect of... everything
its supposed to be a fun night, guys
why are you ruining it with the minor details
yeah its the formal im talking about, and the whole table groups bullshit is giving me the shits (and im sure im not the only one)
seeing as its in fucking... oatfields? or some crap
lets just all sit outside on the ground in a circle and eat with our hands around a bonfire whilst singing kumbaya
woohoo over it

in other news;
lisa booey still eats boys for breakfast
thnks for the new wallet Bobby ;] harhar
im sure you thought of getting it all by your self, with no help from ANYONE
*cough* never try and keep secrets from booey. it just wont work

the song in the speakers is telling me to evacuate now
yeah i should, shouldnt i?

p.s.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE!!
havent spoken to you in ages so hopefully i got the date right :(
you were one of the first people i made friends with in high school!
woohoo have a good one <3

hump day

2008-09-17T17:13:00.011+10:00

today i had after school drinks at a bar in my school uniform LOL

&im sorry guys, but looks like im gonna be broke for a little while...
no going out with no cash (oh yeh and theres hsc too...)

i hate being on plan

ps.
LOL!!! asian bbq & spit roast at bamboo this weekend
complete with nam nung too~

pps.
BORED! i should really be studying but instead i went
facebook sabotaging
photo stlaking
and blog hopping haha
got this from margaret's blog! found via melinda's x)

26 Cell Phone Questions:
What is your current ring tone?
junkie xl - cities in dust

What is your current wallpaper?
mikki & chihoon

Do you own a picture phone?
yup

If so, what was the last picture you took?
a photo of the caesar salad i made for everyone :)

Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th text message says?
Hey lisa are u free friday night?

How many contacts do you have on your phone?
193

Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
joseph

What service do you have?
optus

At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
2

Who's on your speed dial numbers?
no one lol

Do you have voicemail?
nope

How many contacts that start with the letter J do you have and who are they?
23 - jack ng, jacky awesome, jamie, jasmine, jason little, jason tran, jenette, jenny huynh, jenny lee, jessica do, jessie elle, jim, jimmy FOB, jnfr, jody@tutor, john big, johnny little, jono leung, joseph jesh, josh whiteguy, julie gulie, julie h, julie nguyen

Who do you call the most?
melly! lol

How many text messages do you get a month?
reset my phone so... i have 76 msgs since the 4th of sept x)

Can you send pictures?
yes

What are the first 2 digits to your number?
04

Go to your SENT texts..what does the first one say?
Yeh! Sounds good hun gimme time and place and im there :)

What about the 15th?
They already left mounties lol we almost at huongs place now

Who's the last person that you called?
melly!

Last person that texted you?
amy

Last person you added to your contacts?
err..?

How many minutes are on your plan?
...

Go down to your 5th contact, who is it?
alan gangsta

much like a slew

2008-09-15T23:06:00.004+10:00

the sidewalk is rushing at my head again im lying on the street in the rain and wind how quickly can you get here dont know where i am dear finally the world actually seems to be revolving around me you held my head over the edge of the bed i remember it now but at the time i thought i was dead you put a pan there and held back my hair how can i repay you for saving me and my hardwood floor and when the world stopped spinning round i picked the pan up off the ground i read my up heaves much like tea leaves they said its over so get sober or youll die again.

thnks fr th mmrs

2008-09-14T02:21:00.007+10:00

you are young; but so am i, and this is wrong but who am i to judge
you feel like heaven when we touch, and i can feel your heartbeat
---i guess for me this is enough
we're one mistake from being together,
but lets not ask why its not right
you wont be seventeen forever

RAWR
dinner was nice, k was fun, people were lovely THNKYOU!

HUONG'S BIRTHDAY! >happy birthday girly :)
everyone be proud of me ^^
i controlled myself pretty well considering i always had a drink in my hand from 5pm to 1am, all the while with SOMEONE who kept asking me to do shots with them haha
a few jagerbombs, alize and jim beam shots, beers, bacardis and cruisers later (wow i did drink alot o.o) i wasnt too well
but hey
at least i didnt do anything/one stupid this time :D LOL

im 18! xD

love.

tell me no, i say yes

2008-09-11T20:14:00.013+10:00

TODAY was our LAST school assembly :(
although i hate assemblies, it was our last, so yeah.. xP
practically the whole grade got awards because it was our last chance to haha
steffie decided to read out everyone's middle names to give us a laugh i suppose hehe it was all going fine until...
"Patrick P. P. Wang"(?) hahaha she couldnt keep it in and bursted out laughing
&then patrick (the other one) decided to grab the mic and give a short acceptance speech for his one merit LOL
&the executives werent happy :O hehe

my preferences D:
1. Bachelor of Health Sciences/Master of Rehabilitation Counseling @USYD
2. Bachelor of Science - Psyhology with Bachelor of Health @MACQ
3. Bachelor of Health Sciences @USYD
4. Bachelor of Applied Sceince (Occupational Therapy) @USYD
5. Bachelor of Health @MACQ
6. Bachelor of Social Work @USYD
7. Bachelor of Social Work/B.Social Science @UNSW

cant think of any other courses i wanna do =\
some people are putting down courses with super high UAIs as their first preference even if they think they cant get in haha
i dont even have a course i want that has a super high UAI o.O
in fact, the only thing i truly want on that list is my #1
im grateful that the things i want are relatively in my reach :)
but nonetheless;
fingers crossed. knock on wood. cross my heart, and lets just hope i dont flunk

p.s.
A MEGA-CONGRATULATIONS TO
LAWSON UNG
for getting an interview for MEDICINE, as well as a SCHOLARSHIP @UNSW
:) :) :) :) :)
editttt::
i wish i had the legs to wear ankle boots and gangSTA shoes xP
looking at shoes online.. procrastinating... --;

its the sweetness of tijuana

2008-09-10T18:52:00.007+10:00

today was FOOD DAY with the girls haha ... more commonly known by another lame name, but lets just call it FOOD DAY because that sounds better :]
i brought my special caesar salad, william brought buns :P, lawson - soup (??HAHA), phuong - random biscuits lol, minji - zatar&noodles, peter - chicken rice and... i cant remember what else :(
didnt really get to have everything haha, me and peter just sat in the corner with the caesar salad ^^ was fun! teehee~ and we realised that we should all really keep an eye on steffie so she doesnt eat FLOOR FOOD xP

also got back our bio class topic test WHICH i did really crap in because i was away for most of the topic that was being tested, and i didnt even know there was gonna be a test :( i got something like 15% haha
but still doesnt beat the 2% i got for chem topic test though :D (and i was in every chem class at the time too ^^;;)

ALSO in bio today, i got my trial paper back, and as i was looking through, i saw one of my answers and remembered that in the exam i forgot a part so i just did this:

"...polypeptide formed =)"
LOL i forgot the last step --; it cost me one mark ...damn

life is BORING
but hopefully this friday night with be FUN! XD
i have no idea what to wearrrrr
and im so broke now after buying stuff to make caesar salad D:
although it was worth it because it was yummy :)

"that was so good it was almost porno"

2008-09-09T20:00:00.005+10:00

one thing falls behind another and i get deeper and deeper into the pit until its just impossible to clamber out no matter how hard i try.
im lazy. school is a pain in the ass. i just want to sleeeeeep.

reeeeeally des ka?

2008-09-08T21:48:00.008+10:00

whyyyy are there 21st birthday celebrations during HSC period ><

my article for the year book :)
shitty, but better than nothing
our grade is so sloooowwww

Peer Support Year 7/11
By Lisa Bui

I do believe it was our first trip there as a grade at Sefton High School. The place had no extraordinary aura, and although it was definitely bigger than other parks we had been to, there was nothing about it which held any unique significance.
At the time, we were young. Yes, we were young and we were also naïve; because little did we know that this would be the first of many visits to the place which we call… Bicentennial Park.

We were kids fresh out of puberty, most of us being as tall as Ms. Yuen, looked up to our Year 11 peer support leaders like they were giants. We knew all their names, when they barely knew ours, and somehow we were avid subscribers to their gossip mill. Who was going out with who? – yeah we knew it all. Thinking about it now, I don’t think it ever occurred to us how lost they actually were, guiding a fresh group of kids starting out in high school. That is, until we became the giants and it was they who knew everything about us.

Its hard to believe that there are actually people/midgets that look up to us. We still feel like kids, and although we deny it to ourselves, its true- we’re getting old.

From Patrick Wang getting laughed at for wearing pink socks in Year 7, to our photographed fashion no-no’s at our Year 7 Peer Support Picnic. The day where we raced with “eggs” (ping pong balls) and spoons, got hit in the face with giant wet sponges, built human pyramids (experiencing hands and knees poking bits that shouldn’t be poked) and ran around like mental institution escapees, which was okay since we were loaded with sugar, anyway.

There we so many good memories, and the revelation was sad that for some of us, realising it’d be the first and last fun experience at Bicentennial Park with our fellow peers. For the lucky others, however, we got to relive Peer Support, but this time, as LEADERS.

“MUAHAHAHAHA”, we thought, as we expected that it would be us who finally got to be the ‘sponge-hitting-face’ throwers, but alas these thoughts crumbled as we realised, due to water restrictions, there would be no face hitting… oops, I mean; sponge throwing. :(

Nonetheless, Peer Support did turn out to be a success! A lot had changed since we were in Year 7, but the new activities were just as fun. Looking at the ‘our kids’ laughing, mucking around, and just like us, running rapid like they were loaded with sugar (we didn’t do it), gave us feelings of nostalgia, bringing back fuzzy memories which were almost forgotten.

Its strange, when we look down at the junior grades, we think, “No WAY was that me in Year 8”, but oh yes its true, we were just like that, except better looking.

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productivity

big sister booey is coming home this saturday :D
IMH~

dedicated to you

2008-09-07T18:15:00.008+10:00

currently: stealing music

you are the mirror of my existence i see the reflection of my youth i want to be that again for you the gigantic galaxy and your twin stars make me feel so ashamed i want to refill the tears in the eyes where i slept and hid during that brief time when you were my world your two hands, the first scales of justice the lies of the world balanced against the weight of the truth that teaching is a graveyard, the feathers stuck on the wings remember the winter where both our hands and time froze?
i want to hear the bells we heard in the cold wind the times you held my hands to keep them warm i already want to turn back you know i do your tired image your retreating silhouette
sometimes i want to touch time and grasp it in my hands so that you can be with me if you live for me again the things that someone as insignificant as myself can do the things you want and desire for eternity a spirited body forever i accepted it now i want to take back everything you got for me you collected showed it off and counted and then for fear of rejection you worked harder became tired of living i dont want to be that illness like the dirt stuck on the train of your clothes my dark sins fall on your head like snow it makes my heart cold my breathing becomes difficult another day passes without you when dreams come i want to go find you i want to follow you matching your footsteps i want to live in our hourglass where there is not much time left a desert of happiness so we can rest there forever i want to breathe looking into your eyes forever i want
every little piece of you

my old blog, if youre curious;
chemical-vomit.livejournal.com

we talk of love and trust; but it doesnt matter

2008-09-06T23:59:00.001+10:00

i got stood up T^T
haha nah not really
weather was so shitty today so ms. lizbuttocks decided to stay in bed D:
(i wouldve done the same; but dont tell her that - im meant to be 'angry' ><;) lol

got driven home from tutor!
dad was in a suspiciously good mood today- he's never picked me up before o__O
while in the car i got a straaange phonecall from a retard named angie~

are you at home?
im on my way, why?
how long will you be?
...why?
i just wanna know! where are you now?
why? O_O
just tell me!
...im not going home anymore, why? whats going on??
youre on your home arent you?! where are you??
..just past rego- WHY??
kthnxbye!

this was me for the rest of the way home ---> O_____O
so i got home feeling a little edgey, wondering what the HECKie was going on
angie wouldnt pick up her phone
called around, and no one had any idea what i was talking about haha
eventually she calls me back and says shes outside my house --;

happy early birthday!
she says, and then i realise i just got really badly ambushed haha

in her words (in regards to the peter alex bag); "its not underwear, but it is edible"

contains:
x 오! 감자
x 1.5L milkis (i never knew this existed!!)
x 4types of pepero lol
x a MEGAload of candy :)
x &stickies for my phone!

ily angie(!) and your impromptu gifts!
have fun next week in melbourne~ hope the weather clears up for you :(

nts: hschschsc --start studying ><;

na dj hui bo fang

2008-09-05T23:36:00.007+10:00

i know i shouldnt have been on facebook, but check this out D:

^^.
me go sleepytime now. back to tutor tmrw @alpha 8.30am
then off for a date with my =LOVERR= xD

a blog a day keeps the doctors at bay

2008-09-05T17:18:00.023+10:00

he was crippled; but only his body was cracked
it is not simple; nor is it an easy matter to explain
lets just leave it at that, she says
and closes the holy book of lies; she covers her eyes
denying to herself what she let happen
13.

i will miss sefton high school; that is,
i will miss all the retards that make up the student body <3

eeeeee~ have to fill in request for UAI estimate --;
this will be depressing
although, of all the courses i want in any university,
the highest uai required (as of 'O7) is 83.9O haha~

15 school days left. D:

ps. birthday wishes go out to my BabyBao!! =D

teenage bad girl coquette

2008-09-04T22:11:00.025+10:00

is it just me, or did this thing jump about 400views
*removes link from msn* .....(O___O);;

~birthday wishes go out to michael lintag!! :)

ps. there are 16 school days left D:

pps. "free" advertising ---melindAAAAAAA's blog :)
she's just jealous lol

im so cool i make ice cubes cry

2008-09-03T19:57:00.010+10:00

happy birthday ~~cock~~ QUOC!!

haha yeah... that will never cease to entertain =)

my name is Thanh Bui
i have a really faggy voice, and im on australian idol in man-form D:

finally took out all the cups and bottles in my room ^^

빅뱅 사랑해 ^^.V

2008-09-02T16:27:00.007+10:00

just came back from brunch with my boyboy @mancini's mmm
havent been there since kelly's birthday, which also happens to be the last time i saw most of the girls =\
the next time we see eachother may in fact be my birthday haha
from the looks of it, its most likely going to be something normal and boring
dinner, k, clubbing? if we're bothered haha
if not, a few of us can go back to a hotel at the end of the night and just crash and drink~
ahh but if that happens, its going to have to be a select few :X
because im not as loaded as Mr. ~~Cock~~ Quoc, and therefore cannot afford to get a penthouse/apartment thing... or whatever the hell that place was O__O
although... if i asked nicely my dear sister would probably pay for it xD
but no, im not that greedy

hmm this is the reason why i dont usually do anything for my birthday
everything always gets so complicated
even my "small" birthday lunch at Habibs 2years back ended up having like 20(ish)people present
cant even remember, but what i do recall is that it was meant to be small

i want to have dinner at Wagaya! but if i have more than 15guests i have to book the private room
but that has a maximum of 20 people, which doesnt really work for me seeing as my guestlist consists of 30 people D:
its likely not all 30people would go (duh), but in the off chance 21 want to come
what would i do then T__T?

sooo right now im crossing friends off my list :(
which is really slack, but what else am i supposed to do?

p.s.
the list fluctuates really badly =\
if i invite one person, i have to invite their whole group
and vice versa
why cant everyone be an individual~~

they all have really well groomed eyebrows D:

i dont love you im just passing the time

2008-09-02T02:10:00.004+10:00

I remember the first time I took them. The pills, shaped like little hearts, green in the palm of my hand, held the promise of peace. They brought such comfort to me then, when they calmed me in nostalgic memory; and for a long time, I relied on their prolific brilliance, which brought me warmth as my pupils dilated.

im so forgetful these days
was on phone before and i cooked up some tea
and then forgot about it, and so now i have cold tea :(

then later on someone called me and i told them to "hold on"
...and then i forgot about the phone until it rang again LOL

(T___T) i miss hanging out with everyone -hsc sucks

...I didn’t know how else to deal with it, so I learnt that two pills in my mouth made it go away. I could taste the sanity and I could feel its euphoric extravagance. I could forget about you, your smile, my gayness and the way you made me feel.
- extract from Chris Tran's AOS short story.

lol chris, and the people he sits with in standard english, are so blind

fear is at the heart of love

2008-09-01T17:37:00.012+10:00

my new blog is open ^^ -

didnt like the old username on my livejournal
and after finding out that you cant make basic accounts anymore
(without ads and crap), i decided to move to blogspot
&thats just one of the things i did today

woke up feeling like shit, even though i fell asleep at 4am-ish, instead of 5
finding it so hard to do anything these days
sleeping, waking up, studying, eating, talking
im constantly sick and my throat is pissing me off

everything is bland
nothing is happening~ so boring...
but, spring is here~!
the birds are singing, the flowers blooming
...but things are kinda fckd up~
huh.~ tis a beautiful season