currently at singapore airport
everything is automatic... i got scared by the auto flushing toilet D: LOL
we have another 2hours here until our flight out, but its okay because im going crazy over cheap MAC products <3

its raining outside, although its 29 degreeeeeessss
airplane food is shit
singaporean people have cute accents
i cant believe i have another 30days away from everyone :(

went to internet station thingy to get my facebook hit
and decided to blog while i was here lol

well... bye for now :)

Labels: singapore, vacation

so another week has flown by, inching closer to my deportation D:
ive done plenty and its all been fun

monday, the plan was "lunch at an undisclosed location" LOL
which turned out to be habibs @bankstown
HARRY that little boy has grown up to be a cutie ;D haha
"we partied till the sun came up"

tuesday was meant to hand in my journey's stimulus @school, but woke up waaay late. instead headed to bankstown to shop with ma brotha from anotha mutha :)
found my formal dress (ugh. bankstown lol)! wayne cooper <3
hope no one has the same one :(
also saw janine and michelle whilst at reflections!
my how theyve CHANGED. lookin' hothothot xD

wesnesday hit mel's house for a girls day in with jess, margaret, crystal, and later on, peter and stef xd
good day to relax
missed out on catherines bday because we all had no monneh T__T"

thursday woke up and headed to yagoona station for abbey's birthday
was running a bit late so tried contacting someone
called around and COULD NOT CONTACT ANYONE WHO WAS AT THE PARTY >(
got a call from kevin who i was supposed to uhm. help. with. something.
forgot ^^;
got picked up from strathfield, headed to his place
drove me home after and got a call from jen when i was outside my house T____T"
BAAAD timing. already home.

friday was supposed to go movies with chris, william, etc.
but didnt work out
instead we went shopping! bought my shoes for formal~ steve madden <3
i stand corrected when i said they looked weird on your feet
theyre damn HOT xD
we then met up for coffee with oliver and burke lol it was so random
headed home to get ready for clubbing/party!
OMG be careful of a guy in a blue civic
i thought i was gnna die. reckless driver ><;
but he was funny, "i hate asian guys in camrys" lol

today? slept till 3pm
then bummed at home while everyone was at Harbourlife :(
&surprise midnight visit from someone special who brought me mango pudding &the new ministry of sound ^^

Labels: week

lets recap whats been going on post hsc :)

thursday after chem went drinking with random boys from homebush and kylie my homegirl ;D haha... after went dinner and strolling around city with elijah

next day, had a cute friday luncheon with suuuuuuusan and etc. at savannah's before she went away away to the middle of nowhere :(
i miss herr, damnn
later that day, had a nice girls night in with mellyinda and doris ;D

hmm what did i do on saturday and sunday? =\ i think i went shopping or lunch or something... wait i think i stayed home? i erno.. forget T__T"

monday! went city with them strangers who i hadnt seen for tooooo long; got to have some lonetime with liiizzz that night too :] me likey

uuhhhh i have no idea where the other days went...probably slept through them. o.O
oh hang on, i remember wednesday night angie came over and i waxed for her LOL

anyway; thursday! went to east hill boys cruise! in which i also dragged liz, steffie, helen and melinda to :)
the boat was a quarter of the size of our year11 pontoon, and was old looking and shitty, BUT the guys there were awesome fun and we danced so much that we were moaning in aching pain all the way home :( all in all had a really great time, and now i CANNOT WAIT till shs's formal! :D (even though i have no dress, shoes or anything T___T")

friday woke up at 1pm lol and went to strathfield with mel to get our hair cut and dyed (i think we have the same hair colour...fuck ><;) its so weird looking at my hair and seeing that its actually one colour...almost, since i think its still a bit uneven on one side..damn ;( we also went to eat at ceci's, and once again ordered too much and ended up leaving over half of our meal to waste ^^;;
that night went clubbing at dragonfly in kings cross/potts point with steffie, steph, albert(?),... kim and jessica (lol)! danced the night away, while simultaneously trying to avoid contact with sleazey creepy white guys T___T" the music wasnt that great, but we still made the most of it and had a good time
got home at 5am-ish... eeeeeek.

next day; saturday, woke up at 1pm-ish because someone called me >(
couldnt get back to sleep so jumped in the shower and stayed in there for too long
quickly got ready (while forgetting to grab my phone T__T) and headed up to city for lunch with mr. breast chicken lol &my job interview with booooost!
i was so scared i wouldnt be able to find my breast chicken but i saw him as soon as i got out of town hall! LOL thnk goshness
the job inteview went okay, at the end i had to tell him i could only start working after january and he was all
"ooohhh... well we're actually looking for someone who can work during christmastime... blahblahblah... we'll call you if anything else opens up"
in other words, "fuckoff, go look for another job" x(
trained it back to lidcombe and got driven home by breasty haha xD
got home, grabbed my phone! and trained/walked to brian's for his 18th party :]
didnt stay for that long, got driven home by jono; thnxxxx :D
my mum was so shocked when i came home before midnight lol

and now im at home!
what did i do today?
cleaned the house, and did the laundry, making sure i have clean clothes for vietnam lol
im leaving November 30th, and will be staying in vietnam/thailand for a whole month :(
so i better be seeing you guys before then!!!
i think im going clubbing on 28th; friday night; dunno where yet lol, but everyone better be there! get your fakies ready, or borrow ids or whatnot.. be there or youre not gettng a present when i come back xP haha

have some photos;





^ that doesnt evn look like me =\









xx booey

Labels: summary

i never thought they would be the ones to leave me
im no fucking idiot

the one thing i hate the most
is people who make promises they cant keep
dont say it if you cant follow through

this message is for everyone who let me down

They leave marks upon her body as if to tell the world they were there. They scar and bruise her skin just to make sure she’s the same. She’s just the same as the rest. For underneath that tough exterior, behind the words and cold disposition, there’s still a girl. The same girl who loved piggy back rides from her dad. The one who loved the kisses from her mum and the cookies from her grandmother. Even still under the skin she’d given to the boys she’s slept with, the naïve boys she gave her body to, the innocence is still there. She still gets scared when they look at her like that. When they wrap their arms tightly around her, her heart still beats faster, and every time she’ll think its love; of course its love. Contrary to the popular beliefs of her actions as misadventures, she truly believes they’re acts of purity. She doesn’t care if they don’t believe her intentions. All she wants is a chance to feel- and the only way she can feel is when the tender hands touch rough skin.
Is it wrong- Or is it right?
Who is there to judge her but her own god. Her god who is no one. Her faith is lead by her own hand, and just give her a reason to give up her life choices to an unseen being, and she’ll do it. But first, where’s the truth. The truth never existed.
The truth is overrated, like so many things, and maybe just like the love she yearns for.

Labels: light exposure, pornography, ramble, thought process

because you always smile and say
"i love you"
in your most innocent voice

taking a nap all day long
theres nobody that disturbs me
but i cant feel free
theres no hope
theres no despair
only the anger reminded in my heart
theres no chance
and theres no clue
youre gone so faraway
im hiding myself from you
i hate myself who cant stop loving you
i feel so stupid
because im still in love with you
fall over crossed feet but theres
no one that can rescue me
my heart has broken to pieces
seems i cant love you anymore
its hard for me to go on with my life without you
im suffering from insomnia
im dying day by day

Labels: insomnia

i dont think you ever understood me when i said it
i think i should reaffirm my intentions
maybe i played you, and perhaps you felt like i lead you along
but i only wanted you to join me
in my life
my amusements
and my games
i invited you into my world thinking you would know better
than to take me seriously
havent you heard? ive got a knack for breaking things
and i cant say you could thank your friends for that
i cant give it reason, it just is
i fail at the things that are made easy for me
i misread the signs in front of my face
and im not saying its not my fault
im not saying you shouldnt hate me
im just telling you that you shouldnt be so surprised by my actions
and you should know, i have no regrets

sometimes i brush my teeth at random times
just because i think it feels good
what better reason could there be
and why would you need one.

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